Succumb

Nothing is never clear with thoughts
The will,the passion,the faith is fought
Cosmetic preferential beings of industrial fate
Walls of pain,doubt,fear,loneliness,never i prevail
Dear i have never known we will be unveiled
Constant feelings of bearing within i consume
Succumbed i comprehend my life of waste and dwellings
Unsuspecting skeptics breaking us, beats us down
Believing nothing, i have nothing to show, they will frown
Passion of unwavering belief,in itself i will fade away and drown

A video that made my tears trickled down

Rumblings

There is so much of nothing to be said
There is so much of anything to be said
Many of my hearts yearning
Emptiness dwells within and selective suicide compels
Affordability is questioned,is prodded,is elective,is awaken
Hold to the truth of my principles
Rumblings of my mind's inner me
Sins of mistakes, remorse burns,it grows,consumes till....
Tears welled up,through the eyes of the unseen left behind they felt
Years of pain,death an escape,till death, alone he bears his loneliness
Hearts blackened by consumption,by pride,by self-importance
Steps never taken and we will never again be graciously saved.....
Warmth of love to be embraced, having nothing brings calmness....

Unwanted Children

During every national day is never a very patriotic day for me coz for one i have never believed of an authoritarian state like ours.Given the chance i leave this state in a heart beat,probably go to a lest 'safe' place but i would have my rights and freedom close to me without any fear or scare tactics being shoved into u by the ruling party.
My experiences in my previous job in the Army(i was a regular) has taught me many unpleasant things,i guess its true that the colour of your skin does take u far.For instance my first posting as a regular was to a Artillary camp,a malay boy going to a artillary camp mmmm i must have impressed people in the top brass to give such a posting but no a rude awakening awaits me.My Battary Sargeant Major first words upon seing his new specialist was 'are u supposed to be here'then in one breath 'here no malay cookhouse'.I'm like damn what the hell so malays are only good for eating cook house food!!!!!!!.So with that incident comes waves of others, that tested me and my beliefs in the system but i snap within and all i have now is resentment in the system and the governance of this country coz this country don't trust me enough.This entry is to reaffirm what sph writer nurdianah wrote in the papers recently 'why i feel the least favourite child'.I was at awed in what she wrote coz it is very true that these things do happen and i can testify to that.

Know your enemy ( rage against the machine )

Huh!
Yeah, we're comin' back then with another bombtrack
Think ya know what it's all about
Huh!
Hey yo, so check this out
Yeah!
Know your enemy!
Come on!

Born with insight and a raised fist
A witness to the slit wrist, that's with
As we move into '92
Still in a room without a view
Ya got to know
Ya got to know
That when I say go, go, go
Amp up and amplify
Defy
I'm a brother with a furious mind
Action must be taken
We don't need the key
We'll break in

Something must be done
About vengeance, a badge and a gun
'Cause I'll rip the mike, rip the stage, rip the system
I was born to rage against 'em

Fist in ya face, in the place
And I'll drop the style clearly
Know your enemy...Know your enemy!
Yeah!

Hey yo, and dick with this...uggh!
Word is born
Fight the war, fuck the norm
Now I got no patience
So sick of complacence
With the D the E the F the I the A the N the C the E
Mind of a revolutionary
So clear the lane
The finger to the land of the chains
What? The land of the free?
Whoever told you that is your enemy?

Now something must be done
About vengeance, a badge and a gun
'Cause I'll rip the mike, rip the stage, rip the system
I was born to rage against 'em

Now action must be taken
We don't need the key
We'll break in

I've got no patience now
So sick of complacence now
I've got no patience now
So sick of complacence now
Sick of sick of sick of sick of you
Time has come to pay...
Know your enemy!

Come on!
Yes I know my enemies
They're the teachers who taught me to fight me
Compromise, conformity, assimilation, submission
Ignorance, hypocrisy, brutality, the elite
All of which are American dreams (8 times)
All of which are American dreams
All of which are American dreams
All of which are American dreams
All of which are American dreams
All of which are American dreams
All of which are American dreams
All of which are American dreams

this song is true to what i always believe, that we should never conform to anything we do not believe in,be it in life,religion and politics, if we lose who we truly are and once we lose that there will be no purpose to exist.
i have never supported the ruling party of this country because they believe in uniformity and always use fear as a weapon to scare us into submission but i guess i'm alone in this but i hope i'm wrong,i hope there are others who feel the same way as i do and with this i hope the movement of change will come swift and deadly that they will never know what hit them till they realise their bank accounts reads 'no funds available'.REFUSE AND RESIST!!!!!!!!

Bodycount COP KILLER

this is a cool band fronted by the coolest and a highly respected rapper ICE T, his lyrics provokes and makes the authorities shit in their pants. Listen to this lyrics of this song and you know why some of his songs are banned in Sillypore and i have admired artists or individuals that don't minced their words to project their opinions like in the movie V for Vendetta where V said 'the goverment should fear the people not the people fearing the goverment' with this words i hold dear to my heart i believe we can change this goverment with its imperialistic rule to a liberal and non conservative one......