Unwanted Children

During every national day is never a very patriotic day for me coz for one i have never believed of an authoritarian state like ours.Given the chance i leave this state in a heart beat,probably go to a lest 'safe' place but i would have my rights and freedom close to me without any fear or scare tactics being shoved into u by the ruling party.
My experiences in my previous job in the Army(i was a regular) has taught me many unpleasant things,i guess its true that the colour of your skin does take u far.For instance my first posting as a regular was to a Artillary camp,a malay boy going to a artillary camp mmmm i must have impressed people in the top brass to give such a posting but no a rude awakening awaits me.My Battary Sargeant Major first words upon seing his new specialist was 'are u supposed to be here'then in one breath 'here no malay cookhouse'.I'm like damn what the hell so malays are only good for eating cook house food!!!!!!!.So with that incident comes waves of others, that tested me and my beliefs in the system but i snap within and all i have now is resentment in the system and the governance of this country coz this country don't trust me enough.This entry is to reaffirm what sph writer nurdianah wrote in the papers recently 'why i feel the least favourite child'.I was at awed in what she wrote coz it is very true that these things do happen and i can testify to that.