Rumblings

There is so much of nothing to be said
There is so much of anything to be said
Many of my hearts yearning
Emptiness dwells within and selective suicide compels
Affordability is questioned,is prodded,is elective,is awaken
Hold to the truth of my principles
Rumblings of my mind's inner me
Sins of mistakes, remorse burns,it grows,consumes till....
Tears welled up,through the eyes of the unseen left behind they felt
Years of pain,death an escape,till death, alone he bears his loneliness
Hearts blackened by consumption,by pride,by self-importance
Steps never taken and we will never again be graciously saved.....
Warmth of love to be embraced, having nothing brings calmness....